I havent been this attached to my mom since i was probably in elementary school .. i guess this is what i get for spending almost three weeks with just her in the Philippines. I love my mom though, if i could id just stay home with her and watch TFC with her and go shopping with her everyday just like i used to when i was little. Shes the best.
Too bad shes literally obsessed with Facebook right now.
So frustrated .. i hate feeling this way .. but i cant help it. AHH.
And i cant even explain it, if i tried, youd probably laugh :’( LOL
I STILL want BBM smileys to exist on everything aka FB, Twitter and Tumblr
I cant sleep .. and i dont know if its cause im jet lagged or cause theres a million things going on in my mind.
Literally every single time i come home from a vacation i always get depressed cause coming back home is just a big reality check. I miss the Philippines even though i got a million bug bites and it rained every night. All the people that i know there that go to school like my cousins and my friends, they have discipline. They know how to work hard and when to work hard and they know when they can have a break and have fun. I cant seem to find that balance. They value their education so much while i take mine for granted. The one thing my parents ask from me is to do well in school, graduate and have a successful career .. but i cant seem to find it in myself to work hard enough. Im such a lazyass. I always say im done fucking up but the problem is i only say it. Its so hard for me not to fuck up, not to slack off. I dont wanna disappoint my parents but all i can think of is how bad im gonna fail instead of how great i can be and its been so hard for me to change my mentality on things. All i wanna do is cry, but where does that get me .. no where .. just back at where i am now. I need some inspiration.
FML.
I hate coming back from vacations cause i always get sad :[ LOL.
I missed my family of four and my cousins though and im glad i saw them today :] Im so jet lagged and all i wanna do is sleep. And i have stiff neck -__-
And I wish BBM smileys existed on everything.
I’m home, tired and jet lagged .. But I like the weather :)
Ill do two ..
Day 8: Your favorite internet friend
Dear favorite internet friend,
You dont exist
Love, Angela
Day 9: Someone you wish you could meet
Dear Grandpa,
I wish you didnt have to go so soon. I wish i could have gotten to know you and hear your stories about your dog ! Haha. Im leaving for the Philippines tonight, hopefully ill get a chance to visit you. I love you <3
-Angela
Dear Michael,
Im sorry i dont get to visit you as often anymore. I miss you all the time and i wish you were here with me, mom and dad. Youre always in my thoughts. Hope everythings going great up there. I know youre always watching over us :] I love you little bro .. always.
-Your sister
Im leaving in 24 hours and im still not done packing .. I still have clothes in the dryer, shoes in my trunk and purses in my closet. Gotta go write my Econ notes first though ..
I def have a gross blister on the back part of my foot cause i ran today .. FML -___-
Dear ex boyfriend/love/crush,
You dont exist, you dont exist, and theres too many of you to name.
Love, Angela
Dear Little brother and grandpa,
I wish both you were around so that i got the chance to get to know you guys. I love you both with all my heart and i know that when i need someone to talk to you’ll always be there to listen. One day though, we’ll all be together. Say hi to Big Papa Jesus for me. Haha
Love, Angela
Good day with the girls getting Shaved Ice, guac and chips at Chipotez, baking and watching Valentine’s Day :]
Leaving in two days .. i havent been to the Philippines in two summers. Im kind of excited.
I feel like death -____- My throat hurts, i have a headache and i feel like shiieeeettt. But whatevers .. THUG LIFE .. im leaving in three days .. things to do, people to see, and a final to study for. LETS GO
Chilll weekend. Much needed relaxation and shopping ! My cousin spent the weekend with us so that was good cause i havent seen him in so long.
Goood 4th of July. Went to church, lunch with my family, visited my aunt at the cemetery, went to my grandparents house, BBQ at Ali’s, fireworks and making smores ! :]
DAY 3: Your sibling or closest family member
Dear Jamie and Kristen,
You two have always treated me like a sister. Im so thankful for having cousins like you guys. I dont know what id do without you guys. I love you both like sisters and ill always be there for you guys no matter what just like you guys are there for me no matter what. I wish you guys didnt move cause now i dont see you guys as often .. but its okay. We still need to take our cousins trip to somewhere ! :D
Love,”Engr”
DAY 4: Your dreams
Dear dreams,
Please some true ? Lol .. i dont know ..
Dear Mom and Dad,
Thank you for everything. I cant even express how thankful i am for everything. You both have worked so hard just so i could live such a comfortable lifestyle. You’ve spoiled me so much since i was little and all i could hope for in the future is that i become successful so i can give you more in return. Im sorry that ive fucked up so many times in life but i promise ill get my shit together. I love you more than words and i couldnt ask for better parents.
Love, Angela
I’ve started packing .. and im not leaving til THURSDAY. Kind of a big deal for me since i literally dont pack til the day of/day before i leave for anywhere. Too bad i probably wont finish til Thursday afternoon though. Haha.
P.s. My phone is currently vibzin’ right now but i dont know where it is !
remember the last time i was able to use my Macbook without it having to be connected to the charger. My new battery came in the mail today. Thank God. So refreshing. LOL.
Dear Joseph Gordon Levitt, Chris Brown, Trey Songz, Brian Puspos, Jr Celski, T.I., Shannon Brown etc. etc. all the prettyboys,
AEOHIJSEOPIHJAPIHPAOIRJPAOIUGHHHUUILHLIUIH<3
Thank God for you and you and you and you and you and you too.
Love, Angela
Ive realized lately .. i have a lot of people i consider my best friends and all those close friends of mine have that one best friend they can come to .. the person who i thought was my number one BEST friend wasnt exactly it .. but no matter what ill always consider them a close friend .. Lately ive been wondering .. who IS my best friend .. then i realized .. wtf .. my number one best who i’d do anything for has been with me throughout everything but we just never had the label.
Dear Jamie,
”.. Ive got a letter i would like to send, its lacking strings of words with punctuation at the ends ..”
Not really .. Anyway. Haha ..Thank you for always being there for me. I’ve realized that every time i fuck up youre always the one that’s there willing to help me to fix it. You always tell it to me how it is .. no sugar coating things. You’re the slap in the face wake up i call thats always there when i need it and im sorry if ive ever been hard headed and dont listen .. im also sorry if i’ve disappointed you. Youre the one i look up to. I think youre the coolest. HAHA. You know that im always here for you whether its to listen to your stories or to remind you when you registration for classes are. I love you forever and i know we’ll always stay as close are we are now. Come hang out me already, ill buy you shaved ice :]
Each day, write a letter to each person.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
