fistful of diamonds

Well shit .. how cute is this picture ?! Family dinner + movie night tonight ! :] 

Happy 55th Anniversary to my Grandparents <3

In my nineteen years of life, never have i witnessed these two fight over anything. At least in front of me and my cousins. Ive never seen a relationship so honest. My grandma is my grandpa’s world and he shows it everyday. Not only are they generous in love to each other, but also to their kids, their grandkids and to others. I hope one day to share a relationship like theirs with someone that i love. Happy Anniversary, again. I love the two of you so much <3 

I hate this feeling .. the feeling where i feel like somethings wrong .. but there really isnt .. i hate being a girl sometimes, pms is a bitch. 

ROUND 1: Dinner at Manna ! I got sprayed with champagne from head to toe ..

ROUND 2: DISNEYLAND ! :D

ROUND 3: BONFIREZ AT DOCKWEILER !

ROUND 4: FAMILYZ

You know how when you try to tell people youre an independent person .. but at the same time youre not ? .. Whatever, maybe its just me .. i can think for myself; make my own decisions, i have an independent mind, but my hearts completely dependent on other people. 

Ps. Nineteen in a day. Wtf, gross.

patrecio:

angelaqueja:

1. I played piano for nine years. I have my High School Diploma in Social Music .. different from my regular high school diploma. It was a love hate relationship. A lot of people dont even know i can play an instrument .. well .. i can. LOL

I’m so jeals of your piano skillz…btw, you’re still playing Clair de Lune at my wedding, k? :)

Yes of course ! How could i forget ! :D

1. I played piano for nine years. I have my High School Diploma in Social Music. It was a love hate relationship. A lot of people dont even know i can play an instrument .. well .. i can. LOL

=)) :’( 

I love BBM smileys

1. Good guy smell :]
2. Smile
3. Sense of humor

Since my other post was for yesterday … 

1. No sense of humor
2. Not getting along with my friends
3. Being smelly, LOL
4. Texts that end the conversation cause you cant respond to it

YOURE BAAAACK :D

I wont put family cause thats a given. I guess these people mean a lot … i mean .. they probs take on the biggest roles in my current life right now ..  ill just put up five pictures that contain my closest friends.

1. Be lazy
2. Be lazy
3. Be lazy
4. Settle
5. Settle
6. Give up

Its all in the past now .. moving on to a lighter note .. SEVEN DAYS TIL MY BIRFDAY .. WSUP SUP SUP !

My last Thursday of my mom not being home was spent by going to my grandparents house, Baja Fresh, the park, and getting ice cream at Rite-Aid with Quan. Quan and Kelvin came over .. i fell asleep .. story of my life. They left, i watched Jersey Shore and The Proposal and fell asleep again. Woke up when my parents got back from the airport. Laaaaazy day .. it was a good day though.

That was a good month of doing whatevers i wanted though while my momz was gone. Now back to being home early on weekends and earlier on school days. No more staying out til 4 like its nothing. LOL.

1. I miss my mom .. thank god shes coming back from the Philippines today
2. My back hurts
3. What is my life
4. I miss high school
5. How am i here right now
6. I wonder if my friends value my friendship as much as i value theirs 
7. I wish i got to meet my brother 

1. Make me laugh
2. Get along with my friends
3. Be spontaneous !
4. Take me on adventures !
5. Be lazy with me
6. Be able to take my sarcasm
7. Act like a little kid with me :]
8. Be mature enough to have a deep conversation with me

IUNLRKJHNALKJHNAKJN

<3

1. Purple’s my favorite color
2. Im a pushover, i cant help it
3. I can be a bitch, but for the most part i choose not to be
4. I have more than one best friend
5. I love sleep
6. I’ll bake you cupcakes any day
7. Im only mean to people i feel that comfortable around. Obvi out of love
8. I love Christmastime and when its cold
9. Im afraid of losing/drifting apart from people

Should i keep the people anonymous ? ..  I guess i will .. Hahaha

• I appreciate the friendship that we have a lot more now than i did back then. Every time i feel like were drifting apart you always find you’re way back in my life. I couldnt have asked for a better friend these past 18 years. Thank you for everything .. even though we dont talk often i know youre always there for me when i need some words of wisdom. Like the older brother i never had. LOL
• Im sorry ive been distant lately .. I havent been giving time for the two of us to hang out. You know id be happy to make time for you though .. i mean we are related .. Youre always there to keep me in check and to tell me how it is. I dont know what id do without you ! I love you so much.
• For the past nine year of our friendship we never hung out often .. and we probably talked to each other once a week at the most but im glad that we’ve somehow found a way to become close friends and to stay that way. You really are like a sister to me. Thanks for always being a great friend and im glad that we actually hang out now .. and that you basically live in my house. Love youu ! 
• Since ive gotten back from the Philippines i feel like nothings been the same .. except for our friendship. Even though we dont talk as often as we used to or hang out as often as we used to, youre still one of my closest friends and i love you. 
• I miss hanging out with you ! I never see you anymore. I hate that our schedules dont mesh at all. What a burn. We’ve always managed to stay close though. I miss our adventures of doing nothing. Come over and watch Glee with me .. nowww !
• Even though i havent really known you that long .. and that we just started hanging out a lot recently, i really have started to consider you one of my best friends. I dont hate you even though you insist that i do. I guessss thats it. Lawl.
• Omg, why are you always busy. Please hang out with me i miss you. Ill buy you sushi. LOLOL.
• You really are like a younger brother to me .. aka my best friend ! I mean .. i dont let just anyone drive my car … without me in it. Hahaha. Im always here for you no matter what aaand i love you ! No MSG.
• Omg, youre always busy too .. i miss hanging out with you .. and being weird and baking cupcakes and failing at working with fondant. 
• Im sorry that i havent exactly been there for you lately. Dont ever feel like you cant ask me for favors anymore. I love you and im here for you no matter what .. as long as im not busy .. jk, LOL

Ten Day Challenge

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people

Day Two: Nine things about yourself

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart

Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot

Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done

Day Six: Five people who mean a lot

Day seven: Four turn offs

Day Eight: Three turn ons

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now

Day Ten: One confession

GRATUITOUS PICTURE OF YOURSELF (&family) WED-NES-DAY

When are the four of us not together .. we might as well live in one house. I mean, we only give each other wake up calls for school, texts to check in that were at school, calls after school so we can meet up to eat, take naps at someones house, do homework together, do everything and nothing together, have at least one meal together in a day, and bring each other food at school/home/everywhere.

P.s. White is tight.

WHAT A LONG DAY. 

Got up at 5. Ally came over. Brought Tim donuts ! Went back home to sleep. Went to school. Home. StoneFire with Ally, Tim, Quan and their friend Chris ! Boba fail at Winnetka. Went to Bounce ! Hung out with Ally, Quan and Tim .. today feels like three different days in ONE. Ohhhhmy. 

more than they’ll ever know.

Call me an asshole when 

1. Im tired

2. Dont feel good.

3. And youre asking for a favor.

Obbbbvi the answers gonna be no.

Laggging it.

Someone i’d like to meet ? .. theres a few .. First, myself six years ago so i couldve warned myself about real life and to stop fucking up and fucking around. Second, my brother .. i wish we got the chance to grow up together and that i had someone that could relate to me like no other person can .. That someone that could keep me in check. But i know he’s in way better place than i am. One day i know we’ll get the chance to meet each other. But til then, im good with you being my angel and i know you’ll always be there to listen. Third, obvi i wanna meet Chris Brown and Joseph Gordon-Levitt.

I havent had a day like today in so long. Bfast with my dad. Showered and did laundry. Took a nap ! Went to Quan and Tim’s house, went to Lowes and the mall. Got tacos from Jack in the Crack .. duh. Did lazy stuff and now im home.

I like days like today .. i like being lazy. ‘Specially wif friends.

Alls i wanna do is be successful and make my parents proud. One day im gonna get my dad a tight ass car. Any that he wants. LOL

Its only Satahdayz ?! 

Monday- FSU with my brody. Made pizooks with Glaylee and Julie and watched Camp Rock 2. HAHAHA. Swimming. Love of my life came home from Oklahoma. Get Shaved with Ally and met up with the Nguyen brothers+Kelvin and Sean. Helped Ally with her thesis and outline. Quan and Tim came over with Jack in the Box. Ally slept over

Tuesday-Starbucks with Ally in the morning. Got to school and realized i didnt have ANY school shit with me. LOL. Fail. Went to the bank. Picked up Quan from school and made him come with me to AAA. Hahaha. Get Shaved with Quan, Tim, Ally, Max and Haley. Max, Haley, Ally and Tim came over. Movie night/homework fail. In n Out. Picked up Quan from school then went back home.

Wednesday-Test in both Film and Stats so i got to leave early. Went to Farmer’s Market with Max and Ally. Picked up Tim then went to Get Shaved .. AGAIN .. wtf THREE DAYS in a row. The girl knows our names, i swear, how embarrassing. LOL. Went to LA with Ally saw Gav and ZoZo ! :] Back home then Quan brought us Watermelon Sour Patch !

Thursday-Kyoto with Tim and Quan. Ally stopped by with Joe. Bought lemonade from a lemonade stand ! HAHA. Went to the park ! Went back home. Tim left. Took a nap while waiting for Ally to come. Went to Seafood City with Ally and Quan and bought shrimp chips and Siopao from ChowKing ! Met up with Tim and Vince at my house then went to my grandparents house. Went back home and played with my lion vest. Quan and Tim’s house. Ally was dying. Picked up Haley with Ally and Quan. Went to The Habit. Matt’s kickback. Quan’s house. Met up with Tim and others LOL. Went to Jack in the Crack to get tacos and peach tea. Duh. Parking lot party. Home. Ally slept over. LONG ASS DAY.

Friday-Breakfast with Ally. Went back to sleep after she left. Lunch with Sergio and Holly. Home. Chelsea’s house. Tim and Kelvin stopped by. Kogi for 123647 hours since Jessica’s so smart and decided it would be a good idea. Met up with Haley and Max + friends. FOUR LOKO FAIL -______-

W T F .. LOL . 

Something that upsets me is when people are upset with me. I usually get over things fast but when people are upset/mad/annoyed at me i cant take it .. thats one of the few times ill take anything personal.